Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Sunday, January 24, 2016

Wisdom Not Passed Down

In the name of Allah, All-Knowing

Inside my head
is a place,
a secret garden
nobody has yet entered.
Questions
sprout and grow
like crops in demand;
But I am only one person--
these pair of hands can only
do so much.
I was taught how to plant,
I watered them with enthusiasm
and sunned them with curiosity
--but to turn the crops
to food of thought,
I was not taught how
As Time took away
my only chance.

Here I am,
Alone.
As I look at these
pair of hands,
I wonder how can I regain
the wisdom
not passed down?

Thursday, May 20, 2010

The Questions

In the name of Allah, Owner of my Heart.


Oft-times when I sit alone,
many things
spin in my head.
My head and heart
are caught in
this turmoil of emotion.

Oft-times when I sat alone,
I wonder:
Have I been an obedient servant
to the Almighty Allah?
Every time,
yes, every time
I sunk my head to the floor
prostrating to the One God,
I wish I could force my eyes
to excrete pure droplets
of real love and fear.
But I guess,
that won't happen
yet
if I
haven't tried hard
enough
to remain steadfast
in purifying my own heart.

Oft-times when I sit alone,
I wonder:
How do people
(who know me)
view me?
Every time,
yes, every time
my beloved
family members
and friends
seek me for helps and advices,
I wouldn't turn them down.
But sometimes,
I just forgotten that
the one needing
helps and advices
the most
is my own self.



Am I living my life
as what Islam has outlined for me?
Have I done things right
following my own principles?
Had I been a good person
to everyone?

Perhaps,
to say this
I'm not too sure myself.
But perhaps.
The answers
are least important.
What more important
is the questions
that kept you
moving forward,
always.


"O Allah! My tongue is tied tight, I know not what to say. The heart is rumbling, I fear it of sins. Thou knoweth best what is in mine heart -- so I beseech Thee, O my Lord! -- keep me on this Straight Path Thou hath let me found, and keep this feelings I have felt in this heart Thou owns'd."

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Happy Teacher's Day!

May 16th. If asked, people will say it's Teacher's Day! To me, Teacher's Day is every day just like Mother's Day or Father's Day or whatever day we celebrate for people we want to celebrate. Some people only show appreciation on the day. Other days? Hell like they'd care. My opinion is, the specific day appointed is just another day to show our appreciation and perhaps, do more than what we usually do.

As for that, I want to wish everyone and anyone at all, who has taught me even the littlest things meaningful. And specifically to my parents - the best of teachers I've ever had, and to madame Noor Aida Ahmad whom without her, I may not in love with English language as I am today. And to all other teachers who had taught me in kindergarten, SKTG, and SMAI. And to miss Husna (wait, shouldn't I call her MADAM Husna now? Hee~) who tirelessly answered my questions about TESL course back when I was stuck in KMPk. Not forgetting all lecturers in IPBA - especially Dr Lawrence Aeria who made me in love with psychology, and Dr Rajagopal who made me appreciate life, and madam Fazlinah who showed me that linguistics can be fun and helped me out a lot with B.Ed. admins stuffs, and madam Jun who made me love grammar, and madam Sri Wahyuni who encouraged my shy start to be outspoken, and Dr Raja Mazuin who taught the subject sociology I didn't like with love and passion, and madam Maimon who was passionate about literature - I love you all. And all Vic lecturers who had taught and have been teaching me with patience and passion - Paul Nation, Alistair Ker, Anette Klassen, Chris Bowden, John Macalister, Averil Coxhead, Peter Gu and Sandy Hall especially - I have learnt a lot from you.

I may have left out some names but that doesn't mean I don't appreciate them. Every iota of my knowledge is thanks to you. YOU ARE ALL MY TEACHER, in this school called life. Here's a poem I love so much, and I meant to dedicate it to you. Yes, YOU, my teacher. *takes off hat and bows*


The Builder

A Builder built a temple,
He wrought it with grace and skill;
Pillars and groins and arches
All fashioned to work his will.
Men said, as they saw its beauty,
"It shall never know decay;
Great is thy skill, O Builder!
Thy fame shall endure for aye."

A Teacher built a temple
With loving and infinite care,
Planning each arch with patience,
Laying each stone with prayer.
None praised her unceasing efforts,
None knew of her wondrous plan,
For the temple the Teacher built
Was unseen by the eyes of man.

Gone is the Builder's temple,
Crumpled into the dust;
Low lies each stately pillar,
Food for consuming rust,
But the temple the Teacher built
Will last while ages roll,
For that beautiful unseen temple
Was a child's immortal soul.

~Hattie Vose Hall



Thank you for that every iota of knowledge you taught me.

Monday, May 4, 2009

I Missed You

I browsed through my old folders of poetry and short stories I collected and wrote and found a piece of poem so beautiful it took my breath away for one whole second. I'm not sure whether I wrote this or I found it somewhere, but what I know is that I really wanna post it here. Here goes:

I MISSED YOU


Today I thought about you
And I realized something.
I felt like a part of me was missing,
And I discovered it was you.

We were so comfortable around each other,
And we didn't have to think about
What we say, or how we say it.
I missed that today.
And I'm missing you.

I thought of the times when we
Kicked back, shared our dreams, our hopes,
And plans - and you really listened.
O how I miss that today.
And I'm missing you.

Remembering your smile,
And how you made me smile -
Forms a smile on my face.
I love how being just who we are was enough.
I missed that today.
And I'm missing you.

As you go through your days without me,
And I go through mine without you,
Please know that you often cross my mind,
And I wonder if I ever crossed yours.
Because I never stop loving you
Though I said I've moved on.
That's why I'm missing you today
As I always had, everyday.



Beautiful, isn't it? Well, I think it is beautiful because I can relate well to the feeling the original author tried to convey.